"He... gives grace to the humble" ~ Proverbs 3:34
God speaks to me in the most unlikely places these days. Unlikely in the sense that I'm usually not expecting it. Everywhere I've been looking to feel His presence and hear His voice has proven nothing less than disappointing. He must know this because then He speaks to me at work when I'm filing charts, or at night when my heart is missing someone so deeply.
I don't know what it was about yesterday, but towards the end of my work day I had the most humbling experience and was quickly reminded that things don't happen by accident... there is a purpose, even if we never figure it out. I actually do love my job. Maybe not every aspect of it, but there are those moments of such accomplishment and the moments with parents where they are truly grateful for all that we do to help them out. I love those moments and I especially love the daily conversations I have with kids each day... talk about humbling.
I truly believe that where I am right now is just a piece of the puzzle that is preparing me for the huge career change I'll be making next year. I can't wait to see how God brings it all together. I've found myself in such a dark and lonely place over the last year and there have been moments where I felt the Lord abandoned me. But then yesterday happened and I realized that what He is teaching me, what He is showing me is that He doesn't just exist in the church building or in a worship song, but rather He exists in the moments I have with our patients at work or my co-workers. I pray now that my heart will change, I pray that my attitude will improve and that the expectations I have towards my life will line up with all that God has for me. I don't want to miss a moment, I don't want to miss one whisper or one tap on the shoulder.
We only get one round at this life here on Earth, why not take every moment by storm? Why not begin to look for God in the most unlikely of places?